我的生活点滴

我

2012-02-13T14:50:00.001+08:00

我，不会问不会提，难过了就一个人不停地走。我，不会吵不会闹，心痛了用沉默代替一切。我，不会哭不会笑，累了我就会消失一下。我知道，每条路都很难走，我知道，我不可以强求任何人。我只是希望在我抱怨上天吝啬的时候，有个人可以对我说，别太在意，我心疼你。

Will you be my valentine?

2012-02-13T13:35:00.002+08:00

how weird am I..boring til i chat with Simsimi..an application of iphone..you can chat with it whatever you wan..scolding emo or else..

chating with simsimi..telling i am single..a single valentine i will be spend this year..it reply me back..will you be my valentine?? oww~~ an application will ask me for that.. but nobody ask me for that..and most important is I want n hope the person will not asking me for that..

other than that, i saw he comment FaceTime with other girl.. guess he is enjoying his new life with the girl.. i know that.. he will be spending his valentine with others and enjoy..great to hear tat..hope he will be happy without me..congraz..

I know I am always the 多余de..

I know i quit will bring him the happier life..

My decision is right..

Anyway.. I am glad that he is fine and enjoy..

Eric Papa's wedding

2012-02-13T13:31:00.004+08:00

Congratulation to Eric and Cheryl..

hope both of them sweet sweet forever..

and born a cute baby soon ;)

会买高跟鞋的男人

2012-02-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

下一次，我想找一个会买鞋给我的男人，不管是平底鞋，高跟鞋，拖鞋等等。

别管那些古老的传言，说什么不可以买鞋给伴侣，鞋是要伴侣走的意思。

可信吗？没买还不是分开走了..
曾经记得我生命中出现过的男人说他不想冒这个险，不想要我走，不管我多爱鞋，他也不给我买些，他不想要有一点滴几率发生和冒险..如此的感动是吗？
但，最后还是各走各的。

下一次我想要有个男人会为我买鞋为我穿上鞋子告诉我，他想要我穿着他为我买的鞋子一起与他同行..一起经历所有日子..

毕竟我真的很爱鞋，尤其是高跟鞋，看着满满的高跟鞋，我很满足。

如果爱我的男人买鞋给我，那不是更满足快乐..

有这样的男人吗？

大概也绝种了吧..

quote..

2012-02-08T14:03:00.003+08:00

分手后，我还认识你，不过不想再见你，你过的好，我不会祝福你，你过的不好，我不会嘲笑你。因为我们从此陌生。你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去的。

不管如何

2012-02-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

不管他应付我也好，敷衍我也罢，只要他从中得到一些道理领悟，我就知足了.. :')

Instagram

2012-01-12T21:46:00.009+08:00

Addicted to Instagram~

You can upload whatever photo you like~~

and got many nice photo to see too~~

Follow my Instagram~~

chiannwenwen~

Twinnie praising me getting lot prettier~~ hehehe *shy* but Happy~

Thankiu Twinnie~~

*perasan* XDXDXD

Emo !! Punch you!! Shooooooo~~ Get away FAR FAR from me!!

I dunwan keep Emo !!

Must Let You Go

2012-01-12T12:48:00.000+08:00

When people ask me why I let you go,

I just smile and give a distant reply,

They dont realise that I still love you,

That I still need to get over you,

That you left your mark right on my heart,

They don't know the pain that I feel, of trying to let you go,

Because I realised a long time ago,

You would never love me, the way I still love you!

Sigh ! =(

两个人不等于我们

2012-01-12T11:49:00.001+08:00

你想我嗎會偶爾想我嗎
是這樣嗎飛揚的會落下
你愛我嗎如果誠實回答
可是愛也讓人疲乏

你知道嗎我心快要溶化
是這樣嗎壓抑的會爆發
你愛我嗎愛我就懂我嗎

告訴我善意的謊話
告訴我善意的謊話
好讓我相信我不是太傻

如果你懂她..

2012-01-11T14:16:00.000+08:00

我说的话，你听不懂，
你听懂了，却还假装不知道，
你知道了，却还一再犯错，
你犯错了，我却一再原谅你了，
如果还有下次，
我不会再轻易相信一个人了...

有一种女人永远都无法与自己最爱的人沟通，
她关心，她在乎，她容易感到不安，
她的苦心放在心里没人知道，
说出口以后，那个人却又怎么挺也不明白，
她想要任性，却始终都是迁就的那一个，
她想要放手，最后都是被抛弃的那一个...

有人说这样的女人很傻，说这样的女人很受伤，
是的，她也总说自己很受伤，很软弱，
但她却忘了，其实自己比谁都坚强，
被伤害过一次又一次，却还能爱着一个人不放...

你知道吗？每一个敏感的女人都是被伤害过的女人，
曾经纵容，曾经相信爱情是美好的，
但最后才发现，原来爱情并不是这么一回事，
无条件地对一个人太好，自己是会被伤害的....

所以，她学会现实，学会猜疑，学会保护自己，
她容易为了一点小事发脾气，容易对男人的举动有猜疑，
她变得任性，变得不再温柔，
但其实，她很容易哄，也很容易妥协的，
倔强，不过是为了保护自己，不受伤害....

敏感的女人，你伤害不起，
她不容易相信一个男人，却会为自己爱的男人付出一切，
不要嫌她烦，因为包容她的过去也是你的责任的一部分，
如果不能不能接受，在一开始时，就不要爱上她...

copy from fb link..

Is not for you

2012-01-11T12:32:00.002+08:00

Don't Listen from others..

Don't see It..

That's definitely NOT for you my sweetheart..

Wake up and dun keep on expect that he will..

If is for you, you wont be keep waiting and dint hear anything from him yourself..

Dun expect, dun hope..

IS NOT FOR YOU !

sigggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Don't you remember..

2012-01-04T11:14:00.000+08:00

lonely new year eve

2011-12-31T21:22:00.003+08:00

not feel like going anywhere..i want watch fireworks =(

feel so damn lonely on this night..new year is coming..1/1/2012

1st of every month..always a memorable date for me..=(

我还记得去年的今天..=(

不是一个人独自度过，怎么开始觉得孤独寂寞..

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!! SIGH!!

回不去了嗎 ?

2011-12-28T15:13:00.004+08:00

蕭亞軒 - 回不去了嗎 ?
一首很催泪的歌，每当听到chorus part时，眼泪最开始埂咽..

chorus part 这段很感伤

都過去了嗎又問了自己一遍
閉上了眼睛理還亂想念的曖昧
好幾次想整理你留在我記憶裡畫面卻找不到delete的按鍵
回不去了嗎每次抬頭看夜空
終於發現最美總是從前 :'(

超爱她，又美而且每一次专辑都会有几首歌是那么巧符合我的心情 ='(

後來才發現

所有的記念

都是自己給自己空間

手機裡表情

私信裡留言

那麼熟悉卻又好遙遠

我們都以為

從此每一天

各有各不同星空的夜

沈默的想念

填滿了轉身的背

走越遠跟得越迫切

都過去了嗎

又問了自己一遍

閉上了眼睛

理還亂想念的曖昧

好幾次想整理你留在我記憶裡畫面

卻找不到delet的按鍵

回不去了嗎

每次抬頭看夜空

終於發現

最美總是從前

就像此後你和我看到的星光

所有的感動都經過好幾個光年

失去才發現所有的懷念都是寂寞填補的餘味

你說話的嘴安靜時的眼逃離之後卻開始想念

仰頭的瞬間想起你的臉曾幾何時愛已經離自己那麼遠

我們的從前一個人如何跨越惹來那麼多夜眼淚

另一首歌-逞强

我post fb, 姐妹淘就写我的wall问还在逞强吗?

有谁能那么快说放就放，除非那段感情是假的，否则真的很难

My Xmas Eve and Xmas :)

2011-12-27T14:57:00.009+08:00

Well..I am glad that I dint spend my xmas alone..at least not a lonely Christmas..

Went Mist Club with Friends.. almost 30 of us went club together and I not really enjoying on that day..Seriously..I dint drink much..I jz drink 2 or 3 glass and others just coke and cheat my friends..*evil smile* and I cant High at all and is like moody..WHAT THE HELL I MOODY FOR? I really duno..just like not in mood..sit down on sofa and entertain my friend who help me to make reservation..

Now I realize friends are sooo Important.. How lucky am I know many different friend of different gang.. Much appreciate.. Without Friend I wont be able to make reservation on Xmas Eve. I feel so guilty and paiseh to him. He always asked me out but I rejected him for so many times and even his birthday I cant get to attend. And he dint blame me for that but still helping me on made reservation on Club without hesitate. He said he help me only, others want help from him to make reservation, he rejected all..never help them..this make me even more guilty..

Without him, I wont be able to book 1 sofa place and two table because that day is Xmas Eve.. FULL.. He helped me to contact the manager even boss >.< and ask bouncer to do everything for me.. contact and make sure everything is well prepared.

Ya.. I can enter without guest list and can bring friends in without limit how many friends.. No limit.. Just make sure is my Friends and tell the bouncer. Whole night I got bouncer serve me with everything I want. He warned the bouncer to look after me, follow me, fullfill what I need and wherever I want to go, the bouncer will bring me go because the place is packed with people. If anything I complain, the bouncer GG .. LOOL.. and really thankiu and so mafan him..he got so many event on that day so many place party to attend but he still come awhile to see hows my things works out and for sure I must drink with him..LOOL.. a very good friend i met ;) 有义气

p/s : many people sure saying and guessing that guy must be wan chase me only do all that for me..don't misunderstand..he got gf d.. and the gang of my friends all very 有义气 ;)

I handle all things on that night til quite pekcek and pressure..lol..bcz friends not come in together on one time..need to go in n out to bring them in..overall quite glad and happy to know that all my friends are enjoy on that night.. My friends were really High and she first time went to Malaysia Club.. sumore my sis n her friends join me and I need to look after her and take care them ..

Lets see some photoss

Merry Christmas !

with babe~

opsssy~~my dear~

sweety pie =)

the gang =)

with Elise

here come with handsome boy Ah choon~really cun..LOOL.

ENJOY!!

cute huh?

I look so fair~hehehe *grab from siewyin's photo*

Red Red Red =)

25th Dec

Got a small BBQ party at my house

sis's friends all coming.. kinda enjoy because they are funny..

Enjoying bbq with them.. and my babe and friends are coming along too ;)

So damn lots of food.. playing around chit chating til midnite 3 something..O.o

and my dearest rou yee overnite at my house..wahaha

pillow talk with her and enjoy the sleeping moment..hehehe

I hope all of you had a great Chritsmas Eve and Chritsmas ;)

=)

2011-12-22T12:44:00.007+08:00

Hi Bloggie~ You are totally different now.. feel so empty?

hmm~~ Lets post up some photo with smileee =)

smile 1 =)

smile with teeth 2 =)

hmm~~recently i dare to smile with teeth..

I dont like to smile with teeth bcz my teeth not nice at all

but nowadays i find out actually don't need to care so much..just smile..should appreciate and like what you have with..

I put a smile on my face but inside hurt and sad.. *did anyone know*

How much I hope I can smile with true heart and happiness.. Too bad I just can smile and laugh out when I am with alchohol..

I doesn't like to mention anything..not at all..not a word..because I have nothing left to say..

Friends are wondering around why am I so quite recently and I dint contact with any others like my kor or anyone and tell about my stuff..wondering ?

I couldn't answer question of anyone because I am actually wondering myself and asking myself..

I just want to be alone and get through all things by myself..

I seem like enjoying I seem like happy I seem like nothing happen but what you seem does not really mean real.. feel it with heart and you will find out.. yup.. Thats me.. I knew hats the end there and no turning back anymore.. So i should just live my own without letting anyone worry.. Right? and I really duno what to say and I cant even find a word to describe my feeling.. tears does not helping me.. Hopefully I am stil alive..not dead yet.. like a zombie

Happiness is the hardest thing to get in this world.. Cant even buy with money..

I really need it badly..

Lastly, I am glad that he is fine, enjoy with his life..blessing him with all my heart..